12 September 2010

Looking for something pure

Twice now, I've received phone calls from you that break my heart and fill me with fire at the same time. Three hours ahead. Four and a half years behind. But Brother, I'm broken too. Don't you understand that when we hang up I wonder if it will be the last time? That I don't have anyone to talk to after we talk? That I'm lonely too? That there are worse things than pain and sadness? That I'm broken too? I can provide you with excuses and reassurance but I can't put you back together. I can't hold me together.

I can't not care. Sometimes, rarely, but sometimes, I wish I had someone like me in my life.

We watched it all night. We grew up in spite of it.

-Theresa

No comments: